Normal?

Mum is not crying anymore, but still eat very little. I really miss him, I can't imagine how much mum is missing grandpa... Mum lived so well with grandpa's mental support, and now he is gone, forever. For a moment I was so worried that mum would collapsed. Thanks dad for being here all the time. Probably, grandpa would "pull" them back together?

School break is still on, but I really has no mood to do anything else. I cleaned up the room and realised grandpa had been in my life, I mean really living with us since I was so little. Most of my memories, there were grandpa.

Life has gone back to normal but it will never be the same without grandpa.